What A Week...

*Sighs a deep sigh*

I'm not sure what to make of this week. It's been fabulous, being engaged to Qwi. Kriff, she's just the most amazing woman ever. I'm so happy.

But the worst thing ever happened.

Vader decided to go after the Vong, for whatever reason. And apparently he crashed on their planet...and is now being held captive. And then, Qwi was asked to build this massive weapon to destroy the Vong...and I know it's killing her inside. And I wish I could take that pain away from her. Honestly I do. And then the other night, Neka, Becky's cat. Decided to come see me, as I was about to go to bed. Silly cats...don't they know when it's time to go to bed? And I ran into Luke, and he suddenly, like, passed out. And he ended up spending a couple of days in the med bay. And poor Sarah and Barb were in there too, because Seige accidentaly shot them the other day. And now...Aria and Luke have gone to rescue Vader.

And kark! I'm just so stressed out and worried about everyone and everything, and I feel like the weight of the Galaxy rests on my shoulders. I'm just worried about everyone. I'm just worried that something terribly wrong is gonna go wrong. And what if it's my fault? I...I just don't know. Kark...I just don't know.

*sighs a deeper sigh*

I need rest...and I need to be close to Qwi...she's the only thing getting through this right now. So happy that we're getting married! *smiles and sighs happily*

Right...rest.

She Said Yes!

Oh my Maker! Qwi said YES! :D

OOC POST: Because I Need To Say Something

Look, I know it's been very stressful past few days. I know that a lot of people have been hurt, including me. I know that our verse has been shaken up, by a lot of stuff.

I don't want to fan the flame. I want to get along with everyone. I honestly and truly enjoy RPing with all of you. HONESTLY I do.

We all have RL crap to deal with, but honestly, don't take that out on everyone. Sometimes, when I get upset with my parents or even, I tend to yell at my dog. That's an example of stuff going on here. If you're upset with something, tell the other person that you're upset with them. Don't take personal stuff out on everyone in the feed. Take it to a DM. That's what they're for.

I'm sorry if I've hurt any feelings, or stepped on any toes or offended anyone by anything I've said. I'm just here to have fun. And I'm having fun. Lots of fun.

I was asked to pass on a message, and I did. And then I turned around and did the same thing. In a somewhat malicious manor, because I was still upset and I needed to vent. And I'm truly sorry for any feelings that I've hurt. Truly and completely sorry. I accidently clicked your name and sent that DM.

I really do care about all y'all. And I want us to all get along and have fun and be friends, and eat rainbow cake. :P But really, I do care about all y'all. And I really do want to RP with all y'all and have fun. Because isn't that what we're here for? For fun an our love of Star Wars?

Look, if you're upset at me for a legit reason, be upset. That's fine. I don't blame you. A lot of toes have been stepped on the past several...from what I understand it...months. And I didn't intend to step on anyones toes. You have my sincere apology if I've upset you. I honestly just want us to all get along and have fun.

That's what I'm going to do, join me if you care to.

Thanks for reading.

<3
Piett

*Happy sigh*

Things with Qwi are going swimmingly. :) As of yesterday, she's moved in with me. I couldn't be happier about that. She had her first flying lesson with me last night. She's starting to get the hang of it. Won't be too much longer before she gets it. :)

She's just...wonderful...I don't know how else I can describe how I feel about her. But it's certainly a way that I've never felt about anyone. She's beautiful, and perfect, and...*happy sigh* I'd go on, but I don't want to be a bore. :)

Anyways, I have some work to finish up, and then I just have to wait for my love to get back home. :)

See, Piett is a happy Piett! :D

Ok, work to finsih...and it's stupid stuff too. But whatevs. Once I finish my work up my love will be home and we'll be able to spend time together. *happy sigh*

Right...gotta get on that work...

Ah, Love

So, if it's not one thing with my relationships, it's another.

So, the other day I was talking to Qwi-Xux. Which, I know, I know...but she needed help finding a dress for Deliah's party yesterday. So we went shopping together on Saturday, and had a really great time! So, I asked if I could take her to Deliah's party, and she accepted. And how could I not take her and not get her anything? I mean, you have to get your date something right? So I found her a nice bracelet and some blue roses (Clever right?), and basically swept her off her feet, and treated her like the beautiful woman she is. *happy sigh* She came back to my place last night. :) I really hope this goes somewhere, cause I really like her.

But then there's Mist. *heavy sigh*. I kinda sorta told her that I was done. But I don't know...she's coming over to talk later. I don't want to hurt her, and I want her to be happy. But...there's just a lot to her. And I constantly worry about her, and I want to make her happy, I just don't know how. I don't know how she's going to be from day to day. She's so unpredicitable. And I really do care about her. I do. I just don't even know. I was gonna give her something for Valentine's day...but I don't even know that now. I just don't know what to do. Maybe it's best if we don't 'date'. *Heavy sigh* I just wish I knew.

I do know, that I really like Qwi, and really want things to continue with her...I really care about Mist...and I'm just not sure how to deal with my feelings with her.

*sighs*

Why can't love be less complicated?

Because We're Awesome Like This: OOC POST!

Ok, so I was messing around on Twitter last night, and was randomly thinking about "Pinky and the Brain" and this line just kinda popped into my head:
"What are we going to do tonight Vader?"
"Same thing we do every night Piett, TAKE OVER THE GALAXY"
So I tweeted that to Vader.

AND THEN! Becky and I put our genius heads together, and we came up with this little ditty:

"What are we going to do tonight Vader?"
"Same thing we do every night Piett...TAKE OVER THE GALAXY!"

They're Darth Vader and Admiral Piett, Darth Vader and Admiral Piett. One is a Sith Lord, the other makes souffle taste sweet. They have Imperial might. Their epic-ness wins all fights. They're kinky. They Admiral Piett and Darth Vader. Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader.

Before each fight is done! Their plan will be unfurled by the Death Star's beam! They'll take over the Galaxy!

They're Darth Vader and Admiral Piett. Yes Darth Vader and Admiral Piett. Their Imperial Campaign, is easy to explain! They'll overthrow the Galaxy! They're Admiral Piett and Darth Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader, Vader!

BOOM!


Be sure to check out Becky's blog for another fantastic ditty we just created! Hope y'all enjoy it! :D

What's Wrong With Me?

Seriously?

I mean, I haven't eaten or showered in...days...I'm miserable. Actually, I'm worried. About Mist. She scares me so much right now. She says not to worry, but kriff! How can I not? She doesn't talk about it. I just don't like that she's pushing me away. And I care about her, a lot...I mean, it feels real...but kriff...I don't know. I'm so confused. And I just want her to be ok. And I can't stop worrying about her...I just don't know.

She's been sleeping with me every night the past several nights. I guess it makes her sleep better. And to be honest, I sleep better with her here. She wasn't here the other night, I didn't sleep. I just...want to be with her...I love her, but...she doesn't respond back. *Sighs* I don't know.

I just don't know...

Mist's and I's relationship is...awkward right now. Stupid Earthling keeps trying to get in the way. But honestly, it doesn't matter to me if she's a droid or a Wookie or what. I honestly love her, you know? I know she's worried about hurting me. But I honestly don't care. I'd do anything for her. ::sighs:: Why is my love life always screwed up?